Thank you for all your birthday wishes to CJ. Birthdays are hard. They are no longer the big celebrations they used to be 87 weeks ago. I know in my head , they are to be recognised and celebrated, but my heart is so damaged and my brain so overloaded with love and yearning for Rosie, that it is hard to remember that. All I do know is that ,I have to be with John, Jacob and Florence to feel, safe, secure and truly happy.
I will always remember how happy Rosie was on her 19th Birthday.