First day of half term and today’s plans went tits up .Poor old Grandma phoned me at 4.20 ,this morning , she was in a bit of a dither and not feeling too good. So I cancelled my place on this mornings ‘ Child loss Support Group’ at the Child Bereavement Charity , which selfishly ,was a bit of a shame cos I felt I needed it and also an afternoon visit to Auntie Grace ( my Dad’s sister )at her old folks home in Beaconsfield. Instead I hotfooted it over to Uplands .Grandmama has settled down , but kept asking when I’m taking her home. It breaks the good side of my broken heart. So to cheer myself up ,I’m going to see ‘We need to talk about Kevin ‘ tonight- I loved the book.